I've never been through hell, but I live next door.

I expect silence. I am not afraid.

Heaven or Hell? 

I may not belong in either.

I hope they'll let me in somewhere. 

Even if what I did was only to fit in.

But maybe things won't change.

 I won't belong anywhere. 

And my death will just be silence. 

But I am not afraid.

And God and The Devil will finally agree.